My deepest fear is that I’ll have something to fear…ultimately allowing my shadow to take the wheel. We crave to steer cold in our comfort zone, but trapped in disbelief despite experience that provides a broader spectrum of relief, cycling a self-destructive pattern that appears safe; so to continue on through The Doors is to remain grateful of a clarity once reached, a mirror without...
Everything happens at exactly the right time. I’ve found the pace of fate moves and translates easier when remaining grateful at all times, for all that is, was, and ever will be, in your personal reality along with every other reality, and sensing their interception; keeping communication lines and receivers clear, to open our eyes and see beyond the barriers we assume to be finite within...
in my place
a memory cycles through and happens again-still being now, i am able to fulfill said event, and not erase what was inbetween / the miracles i divided by i denied / but capture it all and make of it music, sounds out of what was in turn letting go of ghosts/ untangling burdens - allowing me to push through time to expand yet reconnect space; like recycled Love… <3ps
the ocean once held daughters softly So, the secret power of love vs the obvious corruption of knowledge continues (about each fiber of each and everything screaming silently and moving steady NOW (/heartbeat _lines CUT:
no fear. <3ps
(“house is a house that moves just like the ocean.”) (/7 years ago.) stay ever changing, in the moment sounds and color don’t delay or question a thing the daze will get you lost - i swear a forest of fear and trees unfarmiliar ive been in the hell the swell that we all feed to fear of darkness will become us if we dont fight this machine of an ego darkness will...
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he’s right. maybe it is all this love for someone ive yet to meet, to greet randomly on the street. maybe it’s you years from now. i know i will be loved i just have to keep dishing it. keep it really real, and killer…be e z.. patience…as Anthony would say. “spinning lights don’t be scared you have given so much more spinning lights take me there ...
i miss you too. i wasn’t in a very good state of mind a few years ago and I apologize for any hurtful things I may have said to you. i am not entirely sure of everything that had taken place but here we are now and i hope everything is well with you.
blood stained dress pretty promises kept to all of them wept my garden in my dreams we’re fighting sleep im sick of the ugly in me i am not this dark i am not this sinister i come from light this is the good fight we can do this we can do this 11 17 “Let not my words be ripped from the throat of a horror. Oh, forgiver! Where is justice in letting me...
Anonymous asked: Did you end up getting into film school?
Anonymous asked: Nice post couldn't have described myself any better. Hope all is well.
BANJI BLEU ` A state of division - WARNING What...
allthatwanderarenotlost asked: I fucking love you <3 I miss you love </3 Be my lover?
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The Needle and The Damage Done
AB: It's times like these you find your real friends.
PS: Oh well, Thank god everyone's alive, although I'd like to punch some peoples faces in.
So sick of this constant bullshit.
Phrench Williams: Better hope we make it through the march 15 pole shift or how about the april 19th or may 21st apocalypse?? LOL Don't worry, these are rumors and are most likely not expected to happen. Have an awesome birthday though! =]
Paige Skelly: Oh PHRENCH, did you see the name of this party? I'm aware sweetheart. A toast to bad taste.
The End of The World party / my 21st Birthday. Exclusive, with surprise guests. Facebook invites soon.
listenbuddy: and this is what we call KARMA, thanks for playing.
La cocaina no es buena para su salud. La cocaina is not good for youuu…– http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_from_Above_1979
my reflex and strength have increased. counting on cc & a few other things for inspiration. muse. <3
So don't get lonely now.
clawsandall: Alone doesn’t have to mean lonely. True loneliness is being around a bunch of people who don’t give a fuck about you. So, I may be Alone but I am never Lonely.
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Idol<3 i hope that incourages u
Idol<3 i hope that incourages u
some good chiz. “Our program is for people who have the passion to plunge into full-time filmmaking, and to commit themselves to a focused and demanding curriculum. As in all New York Film Academy programs, the one-year course emphasizes hands-on learning. Film directing classes are not theoretical explorations; they are practical workshops designed to put students in the director’s...
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The Laws of Attraction…Quantum Physics, it works. Just work with it. (Imagine the quarter! Read Antwon Wilson!) They painted her face lovely, but her soul is in Heaven. The wake was fine ad so am I, despite the broken glass. After I had undressed into sleepwear, a wonderful kind of… calm, washed over me. Being able to just relax without worries or pain for a mere 5 minutes had become...
Anonymous asked: We are not the best of friends, but I am very sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my prayers.
Reality check Part 2
When you watch an old woman die in the middle of the night, the ugly of life sets in. Maybe I rather die young, she’s no longer suffering, she’s finally really alive. And I was in the backseat of his 2 door, the drug slang sounded chinese “Seriously?” and he nodded anxiously, convincing. “It’s $80 for 11 bags.” I ran home to My Mother. She was speaking to me again, but not...
I’ll exist as if I don’t feel conviction of my ignorance to my perfect prison....
When you hold a dying woman’s hand, the ugly of death sets in. Maybe I rather die young, she’s suffering, she’s not even alive. And I cried asking her husband who can barely walk, hooked up to oxygen “Are you okay?” and he shrugged miserably. Pure sadness. “It’s been 11 years of this.” My Mother came home and her eyes are wide open. She was...
Anonymous asked: What is the meaning behind your tattoo?
Texts never sent to Pluto. 3:15. Just a kid on a train. Turns out Fletch is more homeless than I am, Bill was driving, a friend of his who sort of spoke like Michael Pitt but not really. We went back to his place and I realized they had no intention of driving me back to Northport. Fuck me, right? Wrong. I go to have a meltdown in the bathroom, sat down to take a piss, look directly to my...
Anonymous asked: i wish you were single and loved me....i'm so far but you feel so close.